January 2011
I've never been one to give up so easily,
but damn, I am so defeated right now. In school, in friendships, in addictions.. I am in way over my head.
Identity
Went to a Spoken Word workshop today. I got a chance to write and perform a poem for the first time in a while. The topic was ‘Identity.’ We did a survey which placed my personality as the categories blue and orange.
“I don’t care about the world. I don’t care about my life. The friends I’ve made thus far are disposable, dispensable, easily replaced. I...
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Somebody text me.
(:
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Anonymous asked: It's Barbra Streisand not Barbara Streisand, boo. Anyways, where do you see yourself in 10 years?
"You wish to fly yet you are prone to vertigo?"
- Mephistopheles, Faust
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1/20/11
My lips smile to hide the things I’m too afraid to say. My lips stay shut and not a single secret is about to come pouring out. If I could stand outside of my own body and look at myself right now, I wouldn’t have any pity on the person I’ve become. I’m shit right now. I’m ashamed of myself.
Happiness is as fleeting as the smoke that escapes my lips. And the smoke...
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Barbara Streisand.
ooOOoOooOooOoooooOOOOoOOoooOoo~
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alone
Everyday I smother myself with people. I surround myself with friends and I go out of my way to meet new ones. I hold onto friendships as if my life depended on it. But at the end of the day when I lie awake in bed, I realize how utterly alone I am. Because being alone isn’t determined by how many people you know, how many friends you talk to, how many relationships you’ve been in....
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That girl
She was the girl that never knew how much the world loved her.
When she was four, she watched Disney princesses. She kissed the television screen whenever he came on - the charming prince, the brave rescuer, the knight in shining armor - the cartoon epitome of fairy tale romance. She ran around the house in her frilly pink dress as her parents watched around the corner, smiling, wishing, hoping...
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lesbius asked: I really enjoy reading the stuff you write.
Thought I should let you know.
Thought I should let you know.
lesbius asked: I really enjoy reading the stuff you write.
Thought I should let you know.
Thought I should let you know.
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"I don't know."
“Where are you going?” “I don’t know.”
The wind whipped his face as he pressed forward. The yellow glow from each streetlight guided him deeper into the lonely park. Tonight, it was his only companion. He shuffled his cigarette from his left hand to his right, suddenly aware that the numbness he felt was the cold seeping deeper into his skin. He sat on a park bench,...
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"I don't know."
“Where are you going?” “I don’t know.”
The wind whipped his face as he pressed forward. The yellow glow from each streetlight guided him deeper into the lonely park. Tonight, it was his only companion. He shuffled his cigarette from his left hand to his right, suddenly aware that the numbness he felt was the cold seeping deeper into his skin. He sat on a park bench,...
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I will overcome this.
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Anonymous asked: i miss the person you used to be...
Anonymous asked: i miss the person you used to be...
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